darksugarbomb asked: Thanks for the follow gorgeous

no problemo :) 

Maybe I’ve yet to experience what life has to offer me. I remain in the same spot I’ve always been and Just when I’m doing fine the past seems to catch up to me. My past is kinda deadly and painful, not something you want to re-live. Sooner then later the people who’ve hurt me try to walk back in as easy as they walked out. Trust me when I say this, it always happens. I’d rather you all stay away, it makes things so much better. I been fine without you in my life, you don’t need to worry how I’M doing, what I’M doing or even who I’M doing. I’m sorry but don’t make me fall if you weren’t planning on catching me and don’t pretend to care when you don’t have to. I’m not as strong as I may portray but I know what I can take and what I can’t. I’m a strong believer in ‘Everything happens for a reason.’ So there’s a reason you left my life and a reason why you’re not in it no more. I’ve always been the type to give my all to the wrong people- then get walked all over, taken advantage of, then thrown out so they can move on to the next one. Always a bridesmaid never a bride.. If I had to pick a quote to explain my life it would be, “People disregard you when they don’t want you, but acknowledge you when they need you.” I’m not sure what path I’m on or even what my plans may be. For now, I know I need to stop letting everything get to me. I have these little rants once in awhile but I’ve taken the steps I need to take to try and balance out my life. So NO I don’t want to know how YOU’RE doing, what YOU’RE doing, or even who YOU’RE doing b/c I don’t care. I’m not going to pretend when I don’t have too. I don’t think anyone can really explain this or prepare for it, life is life. Second chances are given to those who earn it….But I highly doubt you’ll be one of them…. “I just saying I can do better”

…. I actually took the advice I needed, and I’m at my therapist appointment….. What do you even say in those things….
Ughhhhh

refinedlifestyles asked: Thanks for the follow. :)

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Randomly on peoples pages… and continuing to click away… 
I do it on twitter too